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I found peace in breathing.
My 9th letter to you. Time pushes me to breathe, inhale and exhale with gratitude, and all my desire to live a meaningful life lies in the peace of breathing. Someone asked me, “Do you feel like you are doing something meaningful in your daily life?” I answered with a smirk, “I don’t think of what I do in my everyday life to be meaningful. So if I have to look for ways to do things with meaning, then I have to strive, and there is no point in striving, but I’m pretty much satisfied, and to be satisfied is meaningful enough.” I have learned not to ask for anything…
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The concept of time.
My 8th letter to you. Time is a concept in your mind, but everything is happening now. Although the construct of time is to help us in the technology world, we tend to stress due to time. Often, we live so much in the past and anticipate the future; We forget to live in the moment. Living in the moment feels like a luxury we rarely experience while living in the moment is what is best to do. Just think, if we didn’t have time to catch the bus or a meeting, how would we live? So even though time is precious for everyone and should be respected, we don’t…
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The illusion of heartbreak.
My 9th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear beloved,Sometimes words fail to describe the feelings that arise within me. The spaces between silence and us hold me so warmly that I can genuinely enjoy it even if I am grieving or having a heartbreak. Heartbreaks sure aren’t something new to me, but I am experiencing it with you beside me, and it makes it all so different. My heart has been vacant after those I care for left me, yet I am here with arms wide open. I can’t predict the future, but I know that things will never be the same as they once did; there’s no promise…
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Two hearts as one.
My 8th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear Beloved,There were times I felt that the eternal frost was covering me, and time seemed to sneak away slowly without you. The gap between my heart and others was too broad. They didn’t understand me, yet I know them to the extent that I wished I could heal them from their wounds. The flow of life stagnated many times before; I couldn’t comprehend the complexities in others, how the human mind works, and why people seem to contradict themselves so much and fall out of grace. Although it was perplexing to see them say and do things incoherent, it’s all in…
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Find your own light.
My 7th letter to you. Living is more challenging than giving up life, and therefore you who keep going is a brave soul. I, too, have lived with the full test of challenging hurdles, but I never wanted to give up, because I was passionate about seeking the truth. With such a passion I have conquered much darkness, and truly understand what light can do, and whether you believe it or not, you are the light. My master, Buddha has said: Doubt everything, find your own light. I have been struggling with dark thoughts for the longest time, and when I was in despair, I remember the enlightened words my…
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The echoing of your voice.
My 7th love letter to my Twin Ray. Beloved, Twin Ray,I dreamt of you telling me the three words I had never heard anyone say, the phrase so simple but yet so profound “I love you.” The echoing of your voice lingers in my thoughts for days when I am awake. The exhilarating joy of knowing that you love me; has always loved me become my favorite love story. The world becomes my paradise, heaven on earth when you are with me. People said I live in a dream world, but this reality is as much a dream as the world I live in, and it matters not if it’s…
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I love you.
My 6th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear beloved,Reaching the realization that you are within me, looking through my eyes, was arduous. The inkling belief that there was a love beyond this realm made me long for you, and it was that which propel me to search for you. The first taste of love in this realm broke my heart, and because my soul was kept in darkness, I had to battle the demons in my mind every night. I was tossing and turning in bed for thoughts that harassed me, and as I lay there with tears streaming down my face and with my heart aching for a…
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My first love story.
My 5th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear Beloved,And there you are, looking out through my eyes; I see you in everything and everyone. The knowing that I am you, and you are me, made the veil drop, and our separation ended. I feel a peace wash over me as if your embrace casket me into your heart chamber of light. The sacred union starts now as I live each day, knowing you are one with me. You hid in every song, in every poem, and wherever I look, you are there in every sunset and full moon. You were so hidden in me that I forgot that we…
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Into one soul.
My 4th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear Beloved,I spent a lifetime looking for you in everyone else, trying to control my destiny with sheer force to make it happen. A lifetime peeling off the layers covered my heart and tamed the mind to obey the divine within me, and yet I failed so utterly to find you. I went high, then low, above then beyond, and when my heart sang a tune so familiar, I scattered my love amongst the flowers around me with the hope that it would bloom as gracious as the love I have within me. The illusion that separates us feels so real that…
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Intertwining as one.
My 3rd love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear beloved, I am here as the light being in human form from the galaxy of unconditional love, hoping to fulfill the mission of creating heaven on earth. The music that I have within me is the soft notes of lyrics sharing with all, and mostly with you, to remember our love again. Where can I find such complete love between myself and someone else if that is not you? Physically we are apart, but spiritually we are one. When my hands and arms looked like my own, but they also are yours. Therefore when I embrace myself, it’s you who holds…
"Perhaps the butterfly is proof that you can go through a great deal of darkness and still become something beautiful."
