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The Voice in My Pen.
The 48th letter to you. My thoughts before bed. My voice might not be loud enough to scream out what I mean, but at least I hope my pen can write bold enough words for those who read my loud thoughts. I might not be a professional writer or an author who writes countless books, but deep down, I aspire to be a writer whose written words reach people’s hearts. I might just be an amateur who wishes to share the words I find in the world I build inside my mind through quiet contemplation and reflection. Or perhaps I am just a passionate believer who admires the wisdom and…
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Old in Age, But Young at Heart.
The 47th letter to you. The night is still young, but I am getting older—at least in years—while remaining young at heart. The clock has ticked, and now that it has struck 12 AM, it has been 40 years since I came into this world. Am I grateful? Yes, I am. I am grateful to have been born so that I could meet so many kindred souls who became my good friends, and I feel lucky to be blessed with many family members who care for and love me. I am grateful to have chosen my mother, who gave birth to me and taught me so many valuable lessons. Even…
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The Most Valuable Lesson; Unconditional Self-love.
The 46th letter to you. Thoughts for tonight. If Earth is a school, like most spiritual believers and spiritual coaches say, then the most valuable lesson I have learned so far in my life is to love myself unconditionally. Why is it valuable? Because through the unconditional love I have for myself, life becomes easier to live, with less unnecessary suffering. Self-love is one thing to keep in mind and practice daily so that I can love others as I love myself, but unconditional self-love is the ultimate love I can have for myself. With unconditional love, I can forgive myself for the mistakes I make, and for who I…
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A Ray of Light
The 45th letter to you. Once again, I stand up from the ashes after the fire burned me. The flames that tempered my soul seared and smithed me like a sharp sword—the eternal flame. You see, nothing is impossible if your mind is strong enough to endure hardship and suffering, at least not when you have a burning wish or desire to fulfill. When I find myself ascending to a higher dimension and understand what I need, I don’t mind being put back in the “cage,” being under surveillance, or being forced to medicate to eventually gain my freedom, because all of those are only illusions. I accept and willingly…
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The Priceless Path
The 44th letter to you. I never regret what I have done and said in the past, as it has led me to be who I am today. It’s not that I have forgotten the past, but I believe the past exists only in memory, and not in the physical world where I am present now. And the path I am walking on leads me to a brighter future. There’s no detour, and no going back. Regrets won’t change anything that has already been done and said; only by being aware of what happened and learning from it can I avoid making the same mistakes. I learn from my experiences…
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The Bravery to Arrive
The 43rd letter to you. A journey starts with a single step. The road ahead might be arduous, and even difficult to tread on, but each step taken is a resolute choice to reach a long-awaited finish line. The destination may be far ahead, but making the choice to arrive is an act of bravery. Just like a life with many setbacks and challenges, stained with invisible blood and wounds, even when the events of yesterday are over, the scars left by betrayal, hurt, and unspeakable traumatic experiences remain without anyone noticing. It’s real, and it has been hard, but to avoid affecting those around me and blaming the world…
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Sorrowful Cry.
Post from the past 22. My Divine Mother urges me to follow my unique self, to be an original and not a copy of anyone else work, so she had to come through and give me direction by amplifying my feelings and emotions so that I once again can remember how unique I am. My heart is vibrating out sorrowful cry to which I thought I would never have to experience again since I know who I am. Because of the sadness, I can hear the plea from my soul, and it pleads me to surrender and refrain from doing something to prove everyone else of my existence. I feel…
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The Observer.
The 26th love letter to my, Twin Ray. I have had many wild and dangerous experiences while roaming around the city at night. As I walked down the street, all I could see were these lifeless buildings with no vibrant energy, and people who were so intoxicated with the wine seems not to notice what they were doing to themselves and thus harming everyone and everything else around them. Even though I was in the midst of their drama I was still detached and calm on the outside, I didn’t give any sign of worry and didn’t utter a word, all I cared was to mind my own business and…
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Unconditional Love & Complete Freedom
The 42nd letter to you. Because you demand unconditional love and complete freedom, doesn’t make you terrible. You are not terrible at all for having such desire. It’s a matter of fact wise of you to acknowledge that your soul demands those things for yourself. People in this world have lost touch with their souls. Thus the connection to God’s unconditional love become unknown. I was once confused about the love I experienced here on earth between humans. It was so conditioned and restricted. So many rules and regulations to follow, and if you don’t follow it through you will get punished. You might get a cold shoulder or harsh,…
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The Wisdom of The Sacred Divine Feminine.
The 25th love letter to my, Twin Ray. Do you know what’s so frightening about an intimate relationship for me while in a physical body? It’s like giving away my fragile heart to someone and offer them the power to do whatever they want with my heart, while I silently pray inside me that they won’t have an intention to break it. That they will accept my empathic and sensitive nature because everything I feel is more intense than most. It’s scary when I can’t explain my emotions sometimes because I might feel them on a deeper and energetic level that I might respond and ask direct questions if I…



























