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Sorrowful Cry.
Post from the past 22. My Divine Mother urges me to follow my unique self, to be an original and not a copy of anyone else work, so she had to come through and give me direction by amplifying my feelings and emotions so that I once again can remember how unique I am. My heart is vibrating out sorrowful cry to which I thought I would never have to experience again since I know who I am. Because of the sadness, I can hear the plea from my soul, and it pleads me to surrender and refrain from doing something to prove everyone else of my existence. I feel…
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The Observer.
The 26th love letter to my, Twin Ray. I have had many wild and dangerous experiences while roaming around the city at night. As I walked down the street, all I could see were these lifeless buildings with no vibrant energy, and people who were so intoxicated with the wine seems not to notice what they were doing to themselves and thus harming everyone and everything else around them. Even though I was in the midst of their drama I was still detached and calm on the outside, I didn’t give any sign of worry and didn’t utter a word, all I cared was to mind my own business and…
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Unconditional Love & Complete Freedom
The 42nd letter to you. Because you demand unconditional love and complete freedom, doesn’t make you terrible. You are not terrible at all for having such desire. It’s a matter of fact wise of you to acknowledge that your soul demands those things for yourself. People in this world have lost touch with their souls. Thus the connection to God’s unconditional love become unknown. I was once confused about the love I experienced here on earth between humans. It was so conditioned and restricted. So many rules and regulations to follow, and if you don’t follow it through you will get punished. You might get a cold shoulder or harsh,…
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The Wisdom of The Sacred Divine Feminine.
The 25th love letter to my, Twin Ray. Do you know what’s so frightening about an intimate relationship for me while in a physical body? It’s like giving away my fragile heart to someone and offer them the power to do whatever they want with my heart, while I silently pray inside me that they won’t have an intention to break it. That they will accept my empathic and sensitive nature because everything I feel is more intense than most. It’s scary when I can’t explain my emotions sometimes because I might feel them on a deeper and energetic level that I might respond and ask direct questions if I…
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Proudly Announcing Her Unconditional Love.
Post from the past 21. Beloved Grandpa, You know what? I just said what I felt. It was damn scary, but I had to because you know me, I can’t lie about feelings towards someone I love. It can take a while before I say it, but in the end, I want to open up my heart WIDER, so she can peek inside and see, that there’s nothing but love within me, even though I do feel jealousy. I am living in a reality where I must experience all emotions. And I am not afraid to feel them. I just don’t like those feelings, because jealousy, anger, and bitterness are…
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A Child Of God.
The 41st letter to you. You are more wealthy than you think you are. So much blessed as any others humans in this world. Wouldn’t you take time to count your blessing? Feeling grateful that you have a life? A chance to change your behavior and attitude about life if you can’t see anything positive about it or better; change someone else’s life by being an example of God’s grace and love. You count, you make a difference. You are so worthy of love and acceptance. Past experiences are there so you can learn from them and let them go, release your negative emotions and tend to your inner child…
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Timeless Symphony
The 24th love letter to my, Twin Ray. I don’t want to sing a song of uncertainty towards you, and I dislike the way I entertain myself when it comes to the words “what if.” In my world, “what if” doesn’t actually exist, but because I have been here for so long that I am not sure anymore if who I am is enough to win you over. Lately, I feel like we haven’t talked for ages, even though it was only a few days ago I heard from you. Without you, my life is meaningless as if I exist in a world without colors. I am not trying to…
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A Journey Through The Soul.
My adoration to this bittersweet journeytakes me further to where I want to be. I’ve long ago abandoned my viewpoint of howothers see and think of me. I’ve tasted the sweetness of the nectarinein the center of my heart.I am filling with euphoria by being taciturn I see it clearly with my soul,it is inevitable to changewhat might seem to be unchangeable. Not once would I ever force a smile on my faceto satisfy your need. But I will gladly put a smile on your facefor the sake of happiness.
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Once Awake, Forever Awake.
The 23rd love letter to my, Twin Ray. Each morning when I wake up, I feel exhausted and a little bit reluctant to get out of bed, because sometimes the tide of emotions caused by the moon is welling up inside me at night make it impossible for me just to close my eyes and go to sleep. Other nights the stars will pull my hair, wooing me to go somewhere because of the restless feeling I feel inside me. They plant ideas inside my mind and talk to me about how brilliant it would be to gather more light into every cell of my body so that I can…
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The End of The Chase.
Post from the past 20. Beloved Divine Mother, Miracle, I thought I would never love someone as I love you. The constant search for you had made me blind to the fact that you were always near enough for me to feel every inch of you. You’re so tangible, and I didn’t know that you were so fragile until I touched you with my words. You’re soaking up everything I say and think, you’ve become transparent, but still visible to the eyes. My mind fooled me to think that you were hiding from me, but I was the one who didn’t realize that you were always beside me and within…
"Perhaps the butterfly is proof that you can go through a great deal of darkness and still become something beautiful."
