The Dance of Aurora
The 19th letter to you.
Good morning, darling. Whoever you are, you are welcome to this blog and it’s my honor that you take your time to read all these letters I send to you and the world with all humanity.
I’m one person doing her best to make a difference in this world, although being a 5’2 petite woman, my willpower is no less than anyone else. With time I learn to appreciate my weakness and made them my strength. Going from being extreme in everything I do to balance being and doing seamlessly.
Even though challenges occur, and all the small things I did or do for my family and everyone else goes unnoticed, I kept myself going without giving up, only letting go of my expectation to their reactions and feedbacks. At times I need to remind myself to slow down and take it easy, rest in between without shutting everyone else out and being to absorbed in my own world that I forget the reality of this world.
Sometimes it saddned me to know that I can’t make the pain and depression of my closest to me to dissolves, even though I have a lot of solutions and wisdom to offer, they need to do the healing and solve their own problems themselves. Slowly I learned to detach myself from wanting to help, to listen without involvement, to sit with theirs troubles and frustration, let them live their life while I live mine. The desire for harmony and peace within my home become a place I practice my compassion and understanding that we all have feelings, no matter positive or negative it may be, feelings are unavoidable.
Like the dancing of aurora, we are all light that dance to our own notes and have our rythme. We move differently, we all have our path to walk that suit us at our own pace. Nothing is in vain, because we learn to tune our body with time and experiences, the music we make ripples throughout the world. Isn’t it a pleasant thing to know the music we make can touch another person’s life? We are creating a collective symphony without knowing we are actually doing it.
With all the experiences I gathered throughout my life, I use it to navigate through this world, even though I have a diagnose, I am not discourage to do small deeds with great care without getting anything in return, because I know the universe will grant me whatever I need for my ascended journey and growth. I have a blessed life and I appreciate my physical self that carries me from the time I was born ’till now, of course the credit goes to my parents as well. I appreciate my family, friends and all whom show me kindness when I hit rock bottom. And you, I thank you for taking your time to read my letter.
I end my letter with gratitude and wish you a lovely day, whether it is, or isn’t, you are alive to have this day.
