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Freedom Awaits.
The 15th letter to you. Dear readers, if I have any or anyone has read this blog. During my seclusion from writing and updating this blog, I have lived with novels for quite some time. I was obsessed, and my interest in reading peaked during this “lifelong” medication process from last year. I lost my creativity, and all my feelings were numb to the point I couldn’t feel emotional, leading me to stop creating altogether. It also made me think I was unsatisfied with my status quo. I want to change the status quo. I want to tear apart the walls that keep me from creating and living a life…
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Self-discovery through life.
My 12th letter to you. Life is a journey with a set of different experiences. Myriad of emotions intertwined with one incident. The simplicity here is to see life as an opportunity for self-discovery. We are the visitor of this Earth, and because we have been here so long, we have made Earth our home. So it’s natural to us to live a life here in harmony with each other and Earth. Sometimes we might do things that are not so beneficial for all, and we, for some reason, have forgotten that we are one; what we do to others, we do to ourselves. Yet, despite being one, we are…
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The pearl of enlightenment.
My 10th letter to you. Rise, don’t let the darkness from the world pull you back from the already taken steps towards your glorious future. Look towards the horizon, the sun rises every day, and no darkness is impossible to conquer. You and I might be individuals, but we have the same goal; peace and harmony. When you stumble on your path, remember that God never gives you anything you can’t handle. You are much stronger than you think, but even in weakness, you aren’t deemed to be unworthy, not by the heavenly company of God. Therefore you can trust your ability to change when you are ready to change.…
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I found peace in breathing.
My 9th letter to you. Time pushes me to breathe, inhale and exhale with gratitude, and all my desire to live a meaningful life lies in the peace of breathing. Someone asked me, “Do you feel like you are doing something meaningful in your daily life?” I answered with a smirk, “I don’t think of what I do in my everyday life to be meaningful. So if I have to look for ways to do things with meaning, then I have to strive, and there is no point in striving, but I’m pretty much satisfied, and to be satisfied is meaningful enough.” I have learned not to ask for anything…
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The illusion of heartbreak.
My 9th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear beloved,Sometimes words fail to describe the feelings that arise within me. The spaces between silence and us hold me so warmly that I can genuinely enjoy it even if I am grieving or having a heartbreak. Heartbreaks sure aren’t something new to me, but I am experiencing it with you beside me, and it makes it all so different. My heart has been vacant after those I care for left me, yet I am here with arms wide open. I can’t predict the future, but I know that things will never be the same as they once did; there’s no promise…
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Two hearts as one.
My 8th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear Beloved,There were times I felt that the eternal frost was covering me, and time seemed to sneak away slowly without you. The gap between my heart and others was too broad. They didn’t understand me, yet I know them to the extent that I wished I could heal them from their wounds. The flow of life stagnated many times before; I couldn’t comprehend the complexities in others, how the human mind works, and why people seem to contradict themselves so much and fall out of grace. Although it was perplexing to see them say and do things incoherent, it’s all in…
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I love you.
My 6th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear beloved,Reaching the realization that you are within me, looking through my eyes, was arduous. The inkling belief that there was a love beyond this realm made me long for you, and it was that which propel me to search for you. The first taste of love in this realm broke my heart, and because my soul was kept in darkness, I had to battle the demons in my mind every night. I was tossing and turning in bed for thoughts that harassed me, and as I lay there with tears streaming down my face and with my heart aching for a…
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My first love story.
My 5th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear Beloved,And there you are, looking out through my eyes; I see you in everything and everyone. The knowing that I am you, and you are me, made the veil drop, and our separation ended. I feel a peace wash over me as if your embrace casket me into your heart chamber of light. The sacred union starts now as I live each day, knowing you are one with me. You hid in every song, in every poem, and wherever I look, you are there in every sunset and full moon. You were so hidden in me that I forgot that we…
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Into one soul.
My 4th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear Beloved,I spent a lifetime looking for you in everyone else, trying to control my destiny with sheer force to make it happen. A lifetime peeling off the layers covered my heart and tamed the mind to obey the divine within me, and yet I failed so utterly to find you. I went high, then low, above then beyond, and when my heart sang a tune so familiar, I scattered my love amongst the flowers around me with the hope that it would bloom as gracious as the love I have within me. The illusion that separates us feels so real that…
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Intertwining as one.
My 3rd love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear beloved, I am here as the light being in human form from the galaxy of unconditional love, hoping to fulfill the mission of creating heaven on earth. The music that I have within me is the soft notes of lyrics sharing with all, and mostly with you, to remember our love again. Where can I find such complete love between myself and someone else if that is not you? Physically we are apart, but spiritually we are one. When my hands and arms looked like my own, but they also are yours. Therefore when I embrace myself, it’s you who holds…
"Perhaps the butterfly is proof that you can go through a great deal of darkness and still become something beautiful."
