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Make the impossible possible.
The 14th letter to you. Dear beloved reader, Have you ever longed for a place far beyond this world where unconditional love is at the center of everyone’s hearts? Have you ever felt hopeless in a world with little integrity and dishonesty? Were you wanting to be in power and control your mind, becoming a sovereign being with your own choices instead of being manipulated for being sensitive and empathic? I once had this dream. Since I started junior high school, I have been wondering about these questions, and I had this urgent need to find the answer in my heart. Deep down in my soul, I knew there was…
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You are me, and I am you.
My 10th love letter to my Twin Ray. Beloved, Twin RayThe ever-changing tide where waves crash to the shore makes me think of how time does change everything in this world. Time does not wait for anyone, like a ripple effect touching everyone’s life. We can neither go back to the past nor live in the future. Everything exists right now and here, as I have experienced life to be. Moments pass in the blink of an eye, yet I witness the changes within the seasons. Spring approaches where the bud is blooming, and the spring warmth caresses my cheeks. The budding of love is growing exceptionally. A soft and…
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The illusion of heartbreak.
My 9th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear beloved,Sometimes words fail to describe the feelings that arise within me. The spaces between silence and us hold me so warmly that I can genuinely enjoy it even if I am grieving or having a heartbreak. Heartbreaks sure aren’t something new to me, but I am experiencing it with you beside me, and it makes it all so different. My heart has been vacant after those I care for left me, yet I am here with arms wide open. I can’t predict the future, but I know that things will never be the same as they once did; there’s no promise…
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Two hearts as one.
My 8th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear Beloved,There were times I felt that the eternal frost was covering me, and time seemed to sneak away slowly without you. The gap between my heart and others was too broad. They didn’t understand me, yet I know them to the extent that I wished I could heal them from their wounds. The flow of life stagnated many times before; I couldn’t comprehend the complexities in others, how the human mind works, and why people seem to contradict themselves so much and fall out of grace. Although it was perplexing to see them say and do things incoherent, it’s all in…
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The echoing of your voice.
My 7th love letter to my Twin Ray. Beloved, Twin Ray,I dreamt of you telling me the three words I had never heard anyone say, the phrase so simple but yet so profound “I love you.” The echoing of your voice lingers in my thoughts for days when I am awake. The exhilarating joy of knowing that you love me; has always loved me become my favorite love story. The world becomes my paradise, heaven on earth when you are with me. People said I live in a dream world, but this reality is as much a dream as the world I live in, and it matters not if it’s…
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I love you.
My 6th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear beloved,Reaching the realization that you are within me, looking through my eyes, was arduous. The inkling belief that there was a love beyond this realm made me long for you, and it was that which propel me to search for you. The first taste of love in this realm broke my heart, and because my soul was kept in darkness, I had to battle the demons in my mind every night. I was tossing and turning in bed for thoughts that harassed me, and as I lay there with tears streaming down my face and with my heart aching for a…
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My first love story.
My 5th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear Beloved,And there you are, looking out through my eyes; I see you in everything and everyone. The knowing that I am you, and you are me, made the veil drop, and our separation ended. I feel a peace wash over me as if your embrace casket me into your heart chamber of light. The sacred union starts now as I live each day, knowing you are one with me. You hid in every song, in every poem, and wherever I look, you are there in every sunset and full moon. You were so hidden in me that I forgot that we…
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Into one soul.
My 4th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear Beloved,I spent a lifetime looking for you in everyone else, trying to control my destiny with sheer force to make it happen. A lifetime peeling off the layers covered my heart and tamed the mind to obey the divine within me, and yet I failed so utterly to find you. I went high, then low, above then beyond, and when my heart sang a tune so familiar, I scattered my love amongst the flowers around me with the hope that it would bloom as gracious as the love I have within me. The illusion that separates us feels so real that…
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Intertwining as one.
My 3rd love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear beloved, I am here as the light being in human form from the galaxy of unconditional love, hoping to fulfill the mission of creating heaven on earth. The music that I have within me is the soft notes of lyrics sharing with all, and mostly with you, to remember our love again. Where can I find such complete love between myself and someone else if that is not you? Physically we are apart, but spiritually we are one. When my hands and arms looked like my own, but they also are yours. Therefore when I embrace myself, it’s you who holds…
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Immortal Love
My 2nd love letter to my Twin Ray. A love that burns fire and even rain can’t put it out has etched itself into my soul. I carry with me the memories of our meeting and dreams that entangled in the cells and fiber within my body. Would you if you could, love me through the eternal time of no existence of death? Would you, if you could, hold me for just one night and save me from the smoke that has stings my eyes and I couldn’t see the future with you in it? I needed you, and I wanted you when destiny brought us together. It’s our fate…
"Perhaps the butterfly is proof that you can go through a great deal of darkness and still become something beautiful."
