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Eternal love.
My 1st Love letter to the beloved twin ray. Dear beloved, I tried so hard to make myself happy, to make you and everyone else happy, that I condemn myself for being unhappy. I am unsatisfied with being a human being with desires and wants, yet unable to attain them by seeking it outside myself. I struggle so hard, and it made me hate myself so much that I closed my heart from feeling loved or love for myself. Today I realize it’s nothing outside myself that made me unhappy; it was merely a state I created within me, and I know now, there’s no cause for this unhappiness, no…
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Warrior of Light.
My 1st letter to you. Being the warrior of light I first go through darkness. The dark valley of my mind, while my feelings are my navigations through the dark labyrinth, at the end of the fork I found a way out to freedom. Free to express my feelings and free to be who I am. Before this freedom I have asked myself why I need to fight so hard to have a place, why my voice wasn’t heard, and why did I need to be like others? The answer to this is nothing but fear of not being accepted as I am, and people will “execute” and silence my…