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Make the impossible possible.
The 14th letter to you. Dear beloved reader, Have you ever longed for a place far beyond this world where unconditional love is at the center of everyone’s hearts? Have you ever felt hopeless in a world with little integrity and dishonesty? Were you wanting to be in power and control your mind, becoming a sovereign being with your own choices instead of being manipulated for being sensitive and empathic? I once had this dream. Since I started junior high school, I have been wondering about these questions, and I had this urgent need to find the answer in my heart. Deep down in my soul, I knew there was…
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The Sun and The Moon 4.
Chapter 4. Lauren began to busy herself in the kitchen, and not long after, the doorbell rang. Aiyla was standing downstairs, waiting for her to open up the door. She put down the kitchen knife, went to the entrance, and clicked on the button for the automatic door for Aiyla. She felt her heart accelerate and was excited to see Aiyla again. Lauren didn’t know if she should stand at the entrance to wait or go back to the kitchen and busy herself with the ingredients, but soon she chose to go back to the kitchen and pretend to deal with the chicken filet. After a while, the phone rang.…
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The Sun and The Moon 3.
Chapter 3. Caroline stepped out of work after 4 PM, and the sun was shining brightly. The sun greeted her, and it was pleasant. The air wasn’t that unpleasant but rather lovely and warm, and one would have an illusion of being on an island soaking in the warmth. “How nice would it be if I could travel to the Maldives at this moment,” Caroline thought to herself. She hadn’t been traveling for a long time. The craving for a trip was urgent, but this wasn’t the best time to travel due to her new job. Nevertheless, the Maldives had always been one of the places on her list to…
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The Sun and the Moon 2.
Chapter 2. Lauren took the cigarette and a coffee out to the balcony wearing the bathrobe. While she sat down to enjoy her morning routine, the phone beside her started to beep. ［Carol] Coffee? It was a simple word with a question mark, but Lauren could understand its meaning. After shaking her head because of Carol’s curiosity, she replied. [Lauren] You are early. I am having one right now. Come over? After a long while, there was no reply, and Lauren thought she probably was too lazy to come or busy with something else and went on to the bathroom to shower. ［Carol] I will be there within 10 minutes.…
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You are me, and I am you.
My 10th love letter to my Twin Ray. Beloved, Twin RayThe ever-changing tide where waves crash to the shore makes me think of how time does change everything in this world. Time does not wait for anyone, like a ripple effect touching everyone’s life. We can neither go back to the past nor live in the future. Everything exists right now and here, as I have experienced life to be. Moments pass in the blink of an eye, yet I witness the changes within the seasons. Spring approaches where the bud is blooming, and the spring warmth caresses my cheeks. The budding of love is growing exceptionally. A soft and…
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Two hearts as one.
My 8th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear Beloved,There were times I felt that the eternal frost was covering me, and time seemed to sneak away slowly without you. The gap between my heart and others was too broad. They didn’t understand me, yet I know them to the extent that I wished I could heal them from their wounds. The flow of life stagnated many times before; I couldn’t comprehend the complexities in others, how the human mind works, and why people seem to contradict themselves so much and fall out of grace. Although it was perplexing to see them say and do things incoherent, it’s all in…
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The echoing of your voice.
My 7th love letter to my Twin Ray. Beloved, Twin Ray,I dreamt of you telling me the three words I had never heard anyone say, the phrase so simple but yet so profound “I love you.” The echoing of your voice lingers in my thoughts for days when I am awake. The exhilarating joy of knowing that you love me; has always loved me become my favorite love story. The world becomes my paradise, heaven on earth when you are with me. People said I live in a dream world, but this reality is as much a dream as the world I live in, and it matters not if it’s…
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I love you.
My 6th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear beloved,Reaching the realization that you are within me, looking through my eyes, was arduous. The inkling belief that there was a love beyond this realm made me long for you, and it was that which propel me to search for you. The first taste of love in this realm broke my heart, and because my soul was kept in darkness, I had to battle the demons in my mind every night. I was tossing and turning in bed for thoughts that harassed me, and as I lay there with tears streaming down my face and with my heart aching for a…
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My first love story.
My 5th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear Beloved,And there you are, looking out through my eyes; I see you in everything and everyone. The knowing that I am you, and you are me, made the veil drop, and our separation ended. I feel a peace wash over me as if your embrace casket me into your heart chamber of light. The sacred union starts now as I live each day, knowing you are one with me. You hid in every song, in every poem, and wherever I look, you are there in every sunset and full moon. You were so hidden in me that I forgot that we…
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Into one soul.
My 4th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear Beloved,I spent a lifetime looking for you in everyone else, trying to control my destiny with sheer force to make it happen. A lifetime peeling off the layers covered my heart and tamed the mind to obey the divine within me, and yet I failed so utterly to find you. I went high, then low, above then beyond, and when my heart sang a tune so familiar, I scattered my love amongst the flowers around me with the hope that it would bloom as gracious as the love I have within me. The illusion that separates us feels so real that…
"Perhaps the butterfly is proof that you can go through a great deal of darkness and still become something beautiful."
