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Freedom Awaits.
The 15th letter to you. Dear readers, if I have any or anyone has read this blog. During my seclusion from writing and updating this blog, I have lived with novels for quite some time. I was obsessed, and my interest in reading peaked during this “lifelong” medication process from last year. I lost my creativity, and all my feelings were numb to the point I couldn’t feel emotional, leading me to stop creating altogether. It also made me think I was unsatisfied with my status quo. I want to change the status quo. I want to tear apart the walls that keep me from creating and living a life…
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Make the impossible possible.
The 14th letter to you. Dear beloved reader, Have you ever longed for a place far beyond this world where unconditional love is at the center of everyone’s hearts? Have you ever felt hopeless in a world with little integrity and dishonesty? Were you wanting to be in power and control your mind, becoming a sovereign being with your own choices instead of being manipulated for being sensitive and empathic? I once had this dream. Since I started junior high school, I have been wondering about these questions, and I had this urgent need to find the answer in my heart. Deep down in my soul, I knew there was…
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I have myself.
Post from the past 1. I don’t want to keep running in a circle or drowsy, waiting for someone to sweep me off my feet. Yeah, I’m tired of searching for gold at the end of the rainbow and hunting for an elusive love that always slips through the gap between my heart and mind. The abyss of my longing is now flowing like a river out to the big sea, and I’m leaving its shore under the sunset at the end of my craving for a relationship that will last forever. Because love came and you run for life, I’m left alone. I have come to learn that even…
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Self-discovery through life.
My 12th letter to you. Life is a journey with a set of different experiences. Myriad of emotions intertwined with one incident. The simplicity here is to see life as an opportunity for self-discovery. We are the visitor of this Earth, and because we have been here so long, we have made Earth our home. So it’s natural to us to live a life here in harmony with each other and Earth. Sometimes we might do things that are not so beneficial for all, and we, for some reason, have forgotten that we are one; what we do to others, we do to ourselves. Yet, despite being one, we are…
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The pearl of enlightenment.
My 10th letter to you. Rise, don’t let the darkness from the world pull you back from the already taken steps towards your glorious future. Look towards the horizon, the sun rises every day, and no darkness is impossible to conquer. You and I might be individuals, but we have the same goal; peace and harmony. When you stumble on your path, remember that God never gives you anything you can’t handle. You are much stronger than you think, but even in weakness, you aren’t deemed to be unworthy, not by the heavenly company of God. Therefore you can trust your ability to change when you are ready to change.…
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The illusion of heartbreak.
My 9th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear beloved,Sometimes words fail to describe the feelings that arise within me. The spaces between silence and us hold me so warmly that I can genuinely enjoy it even if I am grieving or having a heartbreak. Heartbreaks sure aren’t something new to me, but I am experiencing it with you beside me, and it makes it all so different. My heart has been vacant after those I care for left me, yet I am here with arms wide open. I can’t predict the future, but I know that things will never be the same as they once did; there’s no promise…
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Two hearts as one.
My 8th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear Beloved,There were times I felt that the eternal frost was covering me, and time seemed to sneak away slowly without you. The gap between my heart and others was too broad. They didn’t understand me, yet I know them to the extent that I wished I could heal them from their wounds. The flow of life stagnated many times before; I couldn’t comprehend the complexities in others, how the human mind works, and why people seem to contradict themselves so much and fall out of grace. Although it was perplexing to see them say and do things incoherent, it’s all in…
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Find your own light.
My 7th letter to you. Living is more challenging than giving up life, and therefore you who keep going is a brave soul. I, too, have lived with the full test of challenging hurdles, but I never wanted to give up, because I was passionate about seeking the truth. With such a passion I have conquered much darkness, and truly understand what light can do, and whether you believe it or not, you are the light. My master, Buddha has said: Doubt everything, find your own light. I have been struggling with dark thoughts for the longest time, and when I was in despair, I remember the enlightened words my…
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The echoing of your voice.
My 7th love letter to my Twin Ray. Beloved, Twin Ray,I dreamt of you telling me the three words I had never heard anyone say, the phrase so simple but yet so profound “I love you.” The echoing of your voice lingers in my thoughts for days when I am awake. The exhilarating joy of knowing that you love me; has always loved me become my favorite love story. The world becomes my paradise, heaven on earth when you are with me. People said I live in a dream world, but this reality is as much a dream as the world I live in, and it matters not if it’s…
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I love you.
My 6th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear beloved,Reaching the realization that you are within me, looking through my eyes, was arduous. The inkling belief that there was a love beyond this realm made me long for you, and it was that which propel me to search for you. The first taste of love in this realm broke my heart, and because my soul was kept in darkness, I had to battle the demons in my mind every night. I was tossing and turning in bed for thoughts that harassed me, and as I lay there with tears streaming down my face and with my heart aching for a…
"Perhaps the butterfly is proof that you can go through a great deal of darkness and still become something beautiful."
