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Two hearts as one.
My 8th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear Beloved,There were times I felt that the eternal frost was covering me, and time seemed to sneak away slowly without you. The gap between my heart and others was too broad. They didn’t understand me, yet I know them to the extent that I wished I could heal them from their wounds. The flow of life stagnated many times before; I couldn’t comprehend the complexities in others, how the human mind works, and why people seem to contradict themselves so much and fall out of grace. Although it was perplexing to see them say and do things incoherent, it’s all in…
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Find your own light.
My 7th letter to you. Living is more challenging than giving up life, and therefore you who keep going is a brave soul. I, too, have lived with the full test of challenging hurdles, but I never wanted to give up, because I was passionate about seeking the truth. With such a passion I have conquered much darkness, and truly understand what light can do, and whether you believe it or not, you are the light. My master, Buddha has said: Doubt everything, find your own light. I have been struggling with dark thoughts for the longest time, and when I was in despair, I remember the enlightened words my…
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The echoing of your voice.
My 7th love letter to my Twin Ray. Beloved, Twin Ray,I dreamt of you telling me the three words I had never heard anyone say, the phrase so simple but yet so profound “I love you.” The echoing of your voice lingers in my thoughts for days when I am awake. The exhilarating joy of knowing that you love me; has always loved me become my favorite love story. The world becomes my paradise, heaven on earth when you are with me. People said I live in a dream world, but this reality is as much a dream as the world I live in, and it matters not if it’s…
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I love you.
My 6th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear beloved,Reaching the realization that you are within me, looking through my eyes, was arduous. The inkling belief that there was a love beyond this realm made me long for you, and it was that which propel me to search for you. The first taste of love in this realm broke my heart, and because my soul was kept in darkness, I had to battle the demons in my mind every night. I was tossing and turning in bed for thoughts that harassed me, and as I lay there with tears streaming down my face and with my heart aching for a…
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Belonging.
My 6th letter to you. Where does the soul belong in this place called earth, or where do I belong? The soul as free as an eagle belongs to the source of light, and the human form belongs where it feels most at home, but even so, there’s probably nowhere else but to feel at home in the heart. Any place on this beautiful orb called earth is home as long as the heart is safe to express its truth without being attacked by society. A personality is restricted if it needs to belong to a certain group of people or organization. Therefore I feel I don’t belong to any…
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Connecting, and sharing.
The 5th letter to you. Time flow and in a blink of the eye it’s time to flow along with changes that can’t be delayed. Changes come about when the heart is healed and much love is vibrating from it. The chances of meeting new people and delivering light are tremendous. It’s both overwhelming and exciting, and suddenly I know, instead of thinking rigidly about how to deliver light and make it big become something so simple as to create a network and meet new people to give both them and me a chance to enter a new phase in life. Of course, my idea of reaching out to people…
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Healing, do you care, or who?
My 4th letter to you. A healer can’t heal anyone less they wish to heal and do the healing by themselves. A healer only works as a catalyst to let the light enter and help with the process of healing. Healing sometimes can bring about the pain that is so deeply hidden within, and it’s not so graceful as we would like it to be, but overall necessary. When you heal parts of you that you subconsciously have stored in every aspect of you, wonderful things can happen, and life will be much easier and enjoyable, because healing is to let love enter you and with the love you already…
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Cosmic Dance.
My 1st love letter to my Twin Ray. Up above the sky the stars glimmer insight.May I dance the cosmic dance with you tonight? I have drunk the elixir of life and become so high.I have not descended here to live and try. Tonight I write my loneliness away so that I can wake up to a brighter morning. With the heart full in the morning it will be emptied again at sunset. I want to smile and to skydive into your heart. Lungs spilled with soft-spoken words like wind brushing through your hair, just as soft as a feather. I laugh to the way I have lived before, and…
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What box?
My 2nd letter to you. Honestly, I feel like bearing humanity on my shoulder and want to make it better for everyone, but I am only one, how much can I do? Therefore I thought doing it my way, to reach out to those who came in contact with me, maybe it will help spread the light and love that I am here to deliver. I have many friends that I care about, and I love to help them with their burdens and feed them the food I make. It’s not because they are my friends that I want to do these things, but because I am the love, unconditional…
"Perhaps the butterfly is proof that you can go through a great deal of darkness and still become something beautiful."
