Warrior of Light.
My 1st letter to you.
Being the warrior of light I first go through darkness. The dark valley of my mind, while my feelings are my navigations through the dark labyrinth, at the end of the fork I found a way out to freedom. Free to express my feelings and free to be who I am. Before this freedom I have asked myself why I need to fight so hard to have a place, why my voice wasn’t heard, and why did I need to be like others?
The answer to this is nothing but fear of not being accepted as I am, and people will “execute” and silence my voice, mute it so I can’t speak freely. While my being is pure as light and innocent as a child. Probably the innocent in me is vulnerable and felt like I need to be silent so that I can protect the pure light that I am, but does the light need protection? Probably not, because light encompasses all darkness, and need not be saved, only to light up what darkness tried to hide.
Have you ever had such fear of being yourself that you tried to be like everyone else? Maybe it’s not everyone’s fault to be so “alike,” but it’s because of how the system of the society was built that we felt we need to be alike, maybe we were hypnotized to believe something we weren’t aware of? I don’t know about you, but how I express myself comes from the source within me. The light and pureness of my soul. Therefore I won’t and refuse to silence my voice to make everyone else comfortable. Although, I do hope everyone will feel comfortable being in my presence to be themselves, the way they are, or how they are, and completely stripped of their mask and be who they are.
What society dictates me to do, I refuse to do it, not because I don’t follow the rules, but I want to follow the rules of the universe of oneness. The rules of all are one, and I do unto others what I want others to do unto me, and that’s the good things we can do towards each other; helping, accepting, and loving each other as we are.
I hope to spread love and light, so everyone can remember themselves as love and light as I have found out that I am; love and light.
How I wish heave on earth to be fulfilled, and I know it will with the remaining times of my life.
With all my love to you,
Amara T. Lam.
