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Intertwining as one.
My 3rd love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear beloved, I am here as the light being in human form from the galaxy of unconditional love, hoping to fulfill the mission of creating heaven on earth. The music that I have within me is the soft notes of lyrics sharing with all, and mostly with you, to remember our love again. Where can I find such complete love between myself and someone else if that is not you? Physically we are apart, but spiritually we are one. When my hands and arms looked like my own, but they also are yours. Therefore when I embrace myself, it’s you who holds…
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Belonging.
My 6th letter to you. Where does the soul belong in this place called earth, or where do I belong? The soul as free as an eagle belongs to the source of light, and the human form belongs where it feels most at home, but even so, there’s probably nowhere else but to feel at home in the heart. Any place on this beautiful orb called earth is home as long as the heart is safe to express its truth without being attacked by society. A personality is restricted if it needs to belong to a certain group of people or organization. Therefore I feel I don’t belong to any…
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Eternal love.
My 1st Love letter to the beloved twin ray. Dear beloved, I tried so hard to make myself happy, to make you and everyone else happy, that I condemn myself for being unhappy. I am unsatisfied with being a human being with desires and wants, yet unable to attain them by seeking it outside myself. I struggle so hard, and it made me hate myself so much that I closed my heart from feeling loved or love for myself. Today I realize it’s nothing outside myself that made me unhappy; it was merely a state I created within me, and I know now, there’s no cause for this unhappiness, no…
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Connecting, and sharing.
The 5th letter to you. Time flow and in a blink of the eye it’s time to flow along with changes that can’t be delayed. Changes come about when the heart is healed and much love is vibrating from it. The chances of meeting new people and delivering light are tremendous. It’s both overwhelming and exciting, and suddenly I know, instead of thinking rigidly about how to deliver light and make it big become something so simple as to create a network and meet new people to give both them and me a chance to enter a new phase in life. Of course, my idea of reaching out to people…
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Healing, do you care, or who?
My 4th letter to you. A healer can’t heal anyone less they wish to heal and do the healing by themselves. A healer only works as a catalyst to let the light enter and help with the process of healing. Healing sometimes can bring about the pain that is so deeply hidden within, and it’s not so graceful as we would like it to be, but overall necessary. When you heal parts of you that you subconsciously have stored in every aspect of you, wonderful things can happen, and life will be much easier and enjoyable, because healing is to let love enter you and with the love you already…
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We Collide.
The days of loneliness has come to an endThe darkness disperse when the sun rises on the horizonGifted me a love the mind can’t comprehend. Like an angel, you are heaven sent,Like a star, I wish upon every nightDarling, all the time I gave you is worth the spent. Like two nebulas we collideLike a sunflower reaching towards the skyI know all I want is you by my side. Amara T. Lam
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Life.
My 3rd letter to you. Living a life following people’s timetable is pretty much difficult for me since I really want everything to happen right away, but it’s not how it works, unfortunately, and unconditional love is to love what is as it is, while the human aspect needs also healing and understand that timing is also a part of the divine plan. Right now, as a spiritual being having a human experience, I feel a bit puzzled. What is the right thing to do? The unease of sitting in one place feels restricted, and I feel like I have lice and needed to keep moving to calm myself down.…
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What box?
My 2nd letter to you. Honestly, I feel like bearing humanity on my shoulder and want to make it better for everyone, but I am only one, how much can I do? Therefore I thought doing it my way, to reach out to those who came in contact with me, maybe it will help spread the light and love that I am here to deliver. I have many friends that I care about, and I love to help them with their burdens and feed them the food I make. It’s not because they are my friends that I want to do these things, but because I am the love, unconditional…
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Warrior of Light.
My 1st letter to you. Being the warrior of light I first go through darkness. The dark valley of my mind, while my feelings are my navigations through the dark labyrinth, at the end of the fork I found a way out to freedom. Free to express my feelings and free to be who I am. Before this freedom I have asked myself why I need to fight so hard to have a place, why my voice wasn’t heard, and why did I need to be like others? The answer to this is nothing but fear of not being accepted as I am, and people will “execute” and silence my…
"Perhaps the butterfly is proof that you can go through a great deal of darkness and still become something beautiful."
