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How Do I Let Go?
The 13th love letter to my, Twin Ray. Beloved, With all my frustration I don’t know what else to do but to slowly letting go and as much as I want the gap between us to shorten and with the interlude of our heartbeats I still hope it will beat in unison someday. I either sleep too much or stay up all night; there’s nothing in between. Sleep doesn’t come easy, but once I lay down on my pillow with eyes closed thoughts of you appear in a parade and demonstrate themselves like memories in mine mind. How can I let go when your fire still burns within my soul?…
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Because of You
The 12th love letter to my, Twin Ray. Hey, Are you tired of all the love letters I have written to you? I know you won’t likely respond, but still, I can’t hold myself back from writing. The sweetest note, the romantic gesture. I just want to open my chest broader so you can take a look inside my heart, and see how it beats for you. It’s pounding like crazy when you are near. And when you are absent, it just sank and sank in deep yearning. I don’t know if it is wise of me to keep harboring feelings for you, but I can’t seem to erase all…
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Halfway Through
The 11th love letter to my Twin Ray. Beloved, Twin RayThe minute you said you choose him over me, my heart shattered, and I hate you for it, but at the same time my love for you won’t let me bear a grudge, it says “Oh darling, you are too good to be true, hate can eventually turn into love, too.” And the seasons passed, and year after year my heart was left vacant with the door closed, and time after time I have to pull the curtains apart to let the sun shines in where the shadows used to creep in. I feel frazzled at how you still powered…
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The Sun and the Moon 5.
Chapter 5. The room became quiet and dark at night, and Lauren had difficulty falling asleep. The one lying beside her was the girl she had a crush on, and it felt like everything she did would disturb her, and she felt a bit anxious with thousand of thoughts in her mind. She could hear the even breathing beside her, and her heart accelerated. Lauren lay beside her stiffly and tried to close her eyes to sleep, but suddenly felt there was a small voice that talked to her, clamoring her to awaken. It was telling her the importance of the presence beside her. Lauren was unsure but felt it…
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The Sun and The Moon 3.
Chapter 3. Caroline stepped out of work after 4 PM, and the sun was shining brightly. The sun greeted her, and it was pleasant. The air wasn’t that unpleasant but rather lovely and warm, and one would have an illusion of being on an island soaking in the warmth. “How nice would it be if I could travel to the Maldives at this moment,” Caroline thought to herself. She hadn’t been traveling for a long time. The craving for a trip was urgent, but this wasn’t the best time to travel due to her new job. Nevertheless, the Maldives had always been one of the places on her list to…
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The Sun and the Moon 1.
Chapter 1. Lauren wore a green top covered with a white shirt, ripped jeans, and white flat shoes. Leaning against the pillar, she exudes an aura that intimidates whoever is trying to come in contact with her. Hence no one approaches her. The noisy sound of music deafened her ears, and she grew restless. She went to this bar to get closer to the girl she currently has feelings for, but she quickly realized that it was a bad idea. The girl she liked was now too busy standing behind the bar counter and serving drinks, and it was difficult to strike a conversation. She met her not long ago…
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You are me, and I am you.
My 10th love letter to my Twin Ray. Beloved, Twin RayThe ever-changing tide where waves crash to the shore makes me think of how time does change everything in this world. Time does not wait for anyone, like a ripple effect touching everyone’s life. We can neither go back to the past nor live in the future. Everything exists right now and here, as I have experienced life to be. Moments pass in the blink of an eye, yet I witness the changes within the seasons. Spring approaches where the bud is blooming, and the spring warmth caresses my cheeks. The budding of love is growing exceptionally. A soft and…
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The illusion of heartbreak.
My 9th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear beloved,Sometimes words fail to describe the feelings that arise within me. The spaces between silence and us hold me so warmly that I can genuinely enjoy it even if I am grieving or having a heartbreak. Heartbreaks sure aren’t something new to me, but I am experiencing it with you beside me, and it makes it all so different. My heart has been vacant after those I care for left me, yet I am here with arms wide open. I can’t predict the future, but I know that things will never be the same as they once did; there’s no promise…
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Two hearts as one.
My 8th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear Beloved,There were times I felt that the eternal frost was covering me, and time seemed to sneak away slowly without you. The gap between my heart and others was too broad. They didn’t understand me, yet I know them to the extent that I wished I could heal them from their wounds. The flow of life stagnated many times before; I couldn’t comprehend the complexities in others, how the human mind works, and why people seem to contradict themselves so much and fall out of grace. Although it was perplexing to see them say and do things incoherent, it’s all in…
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I love you.
My 6th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear beloved,Reaching the realization that you are within me, looking through my eyes, was arduous. The inkling belief that there was a love beyond this realm made me long for you, and it was that which propel me to search for you. The first taste of love in this realm broke my heart, and because my soul was kept in darkness, I had to battle the demons in my mind every night. I was tossing and turning in bed for thoughts that harassed me, and as I lay there with tears streaming down my face and with my heart aching for a…
"Perhaps the butterfly is proof that you can go through a great deal of darkness and still become something beautiful."
