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Falling In Love.
The 18th love letter to my, Twin Ray. You are like the night covered with stars, mysterious and enchanting; I am in awe of your magic at how you make stars shine and twinkling so bright in the dark. You are a girl with few words, and in the midst of your presence, I can hear you talk even if you keep your silence. You are the morning glory of the sun with rays that beams through my curtains. You shine so brightly with your dimpled smile, and because of it, a jolt of remembrance makes me blushed crimson with embarrassment. I remember I have shown you my silliness and…
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The Warmth of Someone Who Can Cherish Her.
The 27th letter to you. She doesn´t have to tell me her stories to let me know what she has been through; we are not different from one another; she has feelings, and I have that too. I love to spend my time in her presence. I used to tell her how rare the moments are once we´re alone together with no interruption from the outside world. It´s a privilege and should be enjoyed by the most. When she is off guard, I would steal a glance and lock myself into her gaze, and I could see what is hidden there behind those mysterious eyes. Shhs, don´t tell her! She…
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The Butterfly Effect Of The Little Seraph
The 17th love letter to my, Twin Ray. When we are standing on each corner of our world, gazing up at the same night sky, I hope you are weaving a brand new reality for yourself in your dream state and with a desire to take a leap of faith. And to once and for all drop the small petty voice inside your mind. The voice which tells you how weak you are and that you are not worthy of the love I am giving you. That such things as peace and love don’t exist on planet Earth, then remember that I, your sacred divine feminine counterpart is willing to…
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Your Shine.
The 15th love letter to my, Twin Ray. Your beauty is exquisite, like a painting which I don’t get tired of looking. With you I am never bored, there are so much in your mind I want to explore, and I marvel at how you can wake up to another morning and make the world better for your loved ones. The nearest way to touch you now is through my words, and the closest way for you to see me is through these sentences. Look closely, I have changed, and it was all because of you. You turned my world upside down, and fortunately, all these changes have made me…
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Goodbye.
Post from the past 7. Memories threads through a red string attached to my little finger, along with the line I found it was knotted loosely around your foot, so loose that I barely felt that you have long ago walked away. I have fallen so many times for the wrong person, so many times that I wished you would be the last; however, I never expected that you weren’t the one for me. I have come to realize, I’m not right for you, and to hear the sound of your footsteps walking away from me is saddening, but what I also know is that life moves on. The red…
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How Do I Let Go?
The 13th love letter to my, Twin Ray. Beloved, With all my frustration I don’t know what else to do but to slowly letting go and as much as I want the gap between us to shorten and with the interlude of our heartbeats I still hope it will beat in unison someday. I either sleep too much or stay up all night; there’s nothing in between. Sleep doesn’t come easy, but once I lay down on my pillow with eyes closed thoughts of you appear in a parade and demonstrate themselves like memories in mine mind. How can I let go when your fire still burns within my soul?…
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Because of You
The 12th love letter to my, Twin Ray. Hey, Are you tired of all the love letters I have written to you? I know you won’t likely respond, but still, I can’t hold myself back from writing. The sweetest note, the romantic gesture. I just want to open my chest broader so you can take a look inside my heart, and see how it beats for you. It’s pounding like crazy when you are near. And when you are absent, it just sank and sank in deep yearning. I don’t know if it is wise of me to keep harboring feelings for you, but I can’t seem to erase all…
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Halfway Through
The 11th love letter to my Twin Ray. Beloved, Twin RayThe minute you said you choose him over me, my heart shattered, and I hate you for it, but at the same time my love for you won’t let me bear a grudge, it says “Oh darling, you are too good to be true, hate can eventually turn into love, too.” And the seasons passed, and year after year my heart was left vacant with the door closed, and time after time I have to pull the curtains apart to let the sun shines in where the shadows used to creep in. I feel frazzled at how you still powered…
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The Sun and the Moon 5.
Chapter 5. The room became quiet and dark at night, and Lauren had difficulty falling asleep. The one lying beside her was the girl she had a crush on, and it felt like everything she did would disturb her, and she felt a bit anxious with thousand of thoughts in her mind. She could hear the even breathing beside her, and her heart accelerated. Lauren lay beside her stiffly and tried to close her eyes to sleep, but suddenly felt there was a small voice that talked to her, clamoring her to awaken. It was telling her the importance of the presence beside her. Lauren was unsure but felt it…
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The Sun and The Moon 3.
Chapter 3. Caroline stepped out of work after 4 PM, and the sun was shining brightly. The sun greeted her, and it was pleasant. The air wasn’t that unpleasant but rather lovely and warm, and one would have an illusion of being on an island soaking in the warmth. “How nice would it be if I could travel to the Maldives at this moment,” Caroline thought to herself. She hadn’t been traveling for a long time. The craving for a trip was urgent, but this wasn’t the best time to travel due to her new job. Nevertheless, the Maldives had always been one of the places on her list to…
"Perhaps the butterfly is proof that you can go through a great deal of darkness and still become something beautiful."
