-
The wilted flower.
The 16th letter to you. Welcome back my friend. If you stumble on this blog, or follow this blog, I sincerely thank you for your time. I have been away since last year, and haven’t felt like blogging since my inspiration had plummeted. The reason is because I am once again on medication. I feel quite numb and aren’t that sensitive like I would be without medicine. It’s the most annoying thing in my life, but right now I just have to grit my teeth to bear with it. It’s not fun at all, but I do my best to find that spark again to live a life with medicine,…
-
Freedom Awaits.
The 15th letter to you. Dear readers, if I have any or anyone has read this blog. During my seclusion from writing and updating this blog, I have lived with novels for quite some time. I was obsessed, and my interest in reading peaked during this “lifelong” medication process from last year. I lost my creativity, and all my feelings were numb to the point I couldn’t feel emotional, leading me to stop creating altogether. It also made me think I was unsatisfied with my status quo. I want to change the status quo. I want to tear apart the walls that keep me from creating and living a life…
-
Make the impossible possible.
The 14th letter to you. Dear beloved reader, Have you ever longed for a place far beyond this world where unconditional love is at the center of everyone’s hearts? Have you ever felt hopeless in a world with little integrity and dishonesty? Were you wanting to be in power and control your mind, becoming a sovereign being with your own choices instead of being manipulated for being sensitive and empathic? I once had this dream. Since I started junior high school, I have been wondering about these questions, and I had this urgent need to find the answer in my heart. Deep down in my soul, I knew there was…
-
Self-discovery through life.
My 12th letter to you. Life is a journey with a set of different experiences. Myriad of emotions intertwined with one incident. The simplicity here is to see life as an opportunity for self-discovery. We are the visitor of this Earth, and because we have been here so long, we have made Earth our home. So it’s natural to us to live a life here in harmony with each other and Earth. Sometimes we might do things that are not so beneficial for all, and we, for some reason, have forgotten that we are one; what we do to others, we do to ourselves. Yet, despite being one, we are…
-
I found peace in breathing.
My 9th letter to you. Time pushes me to breathe, inhale and exhale with gratitude, and all my desire to live a meaningful life lies in the peace of breathing. Someone asked me, “Do you feel like you are doing something meaningful in your daily life?” I answered with a smirk, “I don’t think of what I do in my everyday life to be meaningful. So if I have to look for ways to do things with meaning, then I have to strive, and there is no point in striving, but I’m pretty much satisfied, and to be satisfied is meaningful enough.” I have learned not to ask for anything…
-
Find your own light.
My 7th letter to you. Living is more challenging than giving up life, and therefore you who keep going is a brave soul. I, too, have lived with the full test of challenging hurdles, but I never wanted to give up, because I was passionate about seeking the truth. With such a passion I have conquered much darkness, and truly understand what light can do, and whether you believe it or not, you are the light. My master, Buddha has said: Doubt everything, find your own light. I have been struggling with dark thoughts for the longest time, and when I was in despair, I remember the enlightened words my…
-
Connecting, and sharing.
The 5th letter to you. Time flow and in a blink of the eye it’s time to flow along with changes that can’t be delayed. Changes come about when the heart is healed and much love is vibrating from it. The chances of meeting new people and delivering light are tremendous. It’s both overwhelming and exciting, and suddenly I know, instead of thinking rigidly about how to deliver light and make it big become something so simple as to create a network and meet new people to give both them and me a chance to enter a new phase in life. Of course, my idea of reaching out to people…
-
Warrior of Light.
My 1st letter to you. Being the warrior of light I first go through darkness. The dark valley of my mind, while my feelings are my navigations through the dark labyrinth, at the end of the fork I found a way out to freedom. Free to express my feelings and free to be who I am. Before this freedom I have asked myself why I need to fight so hard to have a place, why my voice wasn’t heard, and why did I need to be like others? The answer to this is nothing but fear of not being accepted as I am, and people will “execute” and silence my…
"Perhaps the butterfly is proof that you can go through a great deal of darkness and still become something beautiful."
