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The Understanding of Our Lives
The 34th letter to you. Do you understand that when darkness falls upon the world, I weigh the pros and cons of keeping myself going? Keeping on living in a world where people only see in black and white. Do you understand my worries and fears of being held in bondage within bars where I have the key to the prison of my mind, but don’t know how to use it? Do you understand I don’t want to be intoxicated with vodka and whiskey because I am fearful of losing control of my consciousness? Do you understand that I breathe just because it’s something my heart yearns for, and not…
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Traveling Through The Night.
The 33rd letter to you. The mornings are to those busy bee leaving for work, while the nights are for those who are like owls sitting on the branch observing the world. There’s nothing wrong with the morning when the sunrise is coming above the horizon, it just that for the thinkers they daydream while “asleep” with bloodshot eyes; they fondly love the silence of the night too much to go to sleep early. I am one of those who occasionally have insomnia and couldn’t go to bed with a chaotic mind; full of thoughts and ideas and even if I sleep early my Muse will pull me up at…
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Words of Unconditional Love.
The 32nd letter to you. Unconditional love can change a person, and you will always have to open your heart wider and let your beloved come inside, but you are not submissive because you are strong, you can say no when you feel it’s not right. You are brave enough to say what you mean because you are sure of yourself, you know what you want and need. Everyone is afraid to open themselves up, mostly when life has been difficult with heartbreaks and setbacks, especially when you have been through a lot of pain and struggles. No one comes empty-handed, but they are just not sure if it’s safe…
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Shine Bright As You Intend.
The 31st letter to you. If someone asks you to dim your light, and you wonder why? Then maybe it’s just a test on how you feel about being controlled by someone else, or perhaps your light will shine even brighter when you have adjusted it a bit while letting your higher-self shine through with you. If you are in joy and find happiness in what you do, by being who you are, then don’t let anyone ask you to put the brakes on and halt your progress. If you feel that there’s nothing wrong with who you are and what you are inspired to do, that you are immersed…
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Be In The Place of Non-judgment.
The 30th letter to you. After being through so much hard work to release tension and negative emotions I have realized that we all have a lot of potentials to make ourselves happy and affect people with our happiness. If someone still feels to be in that negative place, then let them be. We are not here to heal anyone but ourselves, only when we are healed we can share our love with others without restriction and limit. Everyone is waking up at a pace they feel comfortable with. I don’t think we need to hurry them, a flower bloom at the time it’s meant to bloom with a bit…
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Because We Are Love.
The 29th letter to you. When it begins to hurt, you have to question yourself why you even let it happen, and it’s never too late to walk away from a situation which doesn’t serve you anymore. When it hurts, it’s time to reflect and own your feelings instead of blaming it on someone else. Your feelings are yours, no one has put it there, but it was brought forth because of your interaction with them. Being spiritual doesn’t mean you are free from problems, being spiritual means you now have the awareness to solve them and acknowledge that they are there. There is nothing fancy about being spiritual because…
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Rest And Reset.
The 28th letter to you. The moment I open my eyes to the dawn of light I have figured out that I am not here to fit in. It’s strange that I feel more normal than ordinary people do. Within me, I hold a sacred knowledge of how to be a peaceful and loving being. I am a sage which no one knows of, and it’s probably for the best that no one seeks me out, because I am weary at the moment. My bones are cold, and my veins bubbled with exhaustion. I am tired of the transmuting. That’s what I do, but people don’t know that. I am…
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The Warmth of Someone Who Can Cherish Her.
The 27th letter to you. She doesn´t have to tell me her stories to let me know what she has been through; we are not different from one another; she has feelings, and I have that too. I love to spend my time in her presence. I used to tell her how rare the moments are once we´re alone together with no interruption from the outside world. It´s a privilege and should be enjoyed by the most. When she is off guard, I would steal a glance and lock myself into her gaze, and I could see what is hidden there behind those mysterious eyes. Shhs, don´t tell her! She…
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Alive.
The 26th letter to you. My heart leaps, galloping in ecstasy because it found meaning in beating. Even how arduous this journey seems to be, the struggling of climbing mountains or swimming oceans, it’s still worth it. For each step, I come closer to my inner-self, and once I am in harmony with myself, I come closer to you. There is a profoundly meaning for the heart to pump blood and beating ceaselessly; I’m alive. And now, you think being alive is just something we do, but actually, it’s the beingness. Being. Being in love makes me do all kind of things. Every doing stem from that. So be and feel the…
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A Sigh, And a Breath.
The 25th letter to you. Once upon a time when I was full of energy and motivation to engage and contribute to this world, I was delight and happy to be able to share my happiness and inspiration with people around me, but after taking the medicine daily my motivation dwindle over time. However I am not too sad or disappointed in myself for the changes that comes with medication, but it still a real struggle for me to engage in reality without slipping back to my own world. I lament at how medicine could numb me so much that everyday feels like a battle, but maybe this is a…
"Perhaps the butterfly is proof that you can go through a great deal of darkness and still become something beautiful."
