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My first love story.
My 5th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear Beloved,And there you are, looking out through my eyes; I see you in everything and everyone. The knowing that I am you, and you are me, made the veil drop, and our separation ended. I feel a peace wash over me as if your embrace casket me into your heart chamber of light. The sacred union starts now as I live each day, knowing you are one with me. You hid in every song, in every poem, and wherever I look, you are there in every sunset and full moon. You were so hidden in me that I forgot that we…
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Into one soul.
My 4th love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear Beloved,I spent a lifetime looking for you in everyone else, trying to control my destiny with sheer force to make it happen. A lifetime peeling off the layers covered my heart and tamed the mind to obey the divine within me, and yet I failed so utterly to find you. I went high, then low, above then beyond, and when my heart sang a tune so familiar, I scattered my love amongst the flowers around me with the hope that it would bloom as gracious as the love I have within me. The illusion that separates us feels so real that…
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Intertwining as one.
My 3rd love letter to my Twin Ray. Dear beloved, I am here as the light being in human form from the galaxy of unconditional love, hoping to fulfill the mission of creating heaven on earth. The music that I have within me is the soft notes of lyrics sharing with all, and mostly with you, to remember our love again. Where can I find such complete love between myself and someone else if that is not you? Physically we are apart, but spiritually we are one. When my hands and arms looked like my own, but they also are yours. Therefore when I embrace myself, it’s you who holds…
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Immortal Love
My 2nd love letter to my Twin Ray. A love that burns fire and even rain can’t put it out has etched itself into my soul. I carry with me the memories of our meeting and dreams that entangled in the cells and fiber within my body. Would you if you could, love me through the eternal time of no existence of death? Would you, if you could, hold me for just one night and save me from the smoke that has stings my eyes and I couldn’t see the future with you in it? I needed you, and I wanted you when destiny brought us together. It’s our fate…
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Belonging.
My 6th letter to you. Where does the soul belong in this place called earth, or where do I belong? The soul as free as an eagle belongs to the source of light, and the human form belongs where it feels most at home, but even so, there’s probably nowhere else but to feel at home in the heart. Any place on this beautiful orb called earth is home as long as the heart is safe to express its truth without being attacked by society. A personality is restricted if it needs to belong to a certain group of people or organization. Therefore I feel I don’t belong to any…
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Eternal love.
My 1st Love letter to the beloved twin ray. Dear beloved, I tried so hard to make myself happy, to make you and everyone else happy, that I condemn myself for being unhappy. I am unsatisfied with being a human being with desires and wants, yet unable to attain them by seeking it outside myself. I struggle so hard, and it made me hate myself so much that I closed my heart from feeling loved or love for myself. Today I realize it’s nothing outside myself that made me unhappy; it was merely a state I created within me, and I know now, there’s no cause for this unhappiness, no…
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Connecting, and sharing.
The 5th letter to you. Time flow and in a blink of the eye it’s time to flow along with changes that can’t be delayed. Changes come about when the heart is healed and much love is vibrating from it. The chances of meeting new people and delivering light are tremendous. It’s both overwhelming and exciting, and suddenly I know, instead of thinking rigidly about how to deliver light and make it big become something so simple as to create a network and meet new people to give both them and me a chance to enter a new phase in life. Of course, my idea of reaching out to people…
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Healing, do you care, or who?
My 4th letter to you. A healer can’t heal anyone less they wish to heal and do the healing by themselves. A healer only works as a catalyst to let the light enter and help with the process of healing. Healing sometimes can bring about the pain that is so deeply hidden within, and it’s not so graceful as we would like it to be, but overall necessary. When you heal parts of you that you subconsciously have stored in every aspect of you, wonderful things can happen, and life will be much easier and enjoyable, because healing is to let love enter you and with the love you already…
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Cosmic Dance.
My 1st love letter to my Twin Ray. Up above the sky the stars glimmer insight.May I dance the cosmic dance with you tonight? I have drunk the elixir of life and become so high.I have not descended here to live and try. Tonight I write my loneliness away so that I can wake up to a brighter morning. With the heart full in the morning it will be emptied again at sunset. I want to smile and to skydive into your heart. Lungs spilled with soft-spoken words like wind brushing through your hair, just as soft as a feather. I laugh to the way I have lived before, and…
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We Collide.
The days of loneliness has come to an endThe darkness disperse when the sun rises on the horizonGifted me a love the mind can’t comprehend. Like an angel, you are heaven sent,Like a star, I wish upon every nightDarling, all the time I gave you is worth the spent. Like two nebulas we collideLike a sunflower reaching towards the skyI know all I want is you by my side. Amara T. Lam
"Perhaps the butterfly is proof that you can go through a great deal of darkness and still become something beautiful."
