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Illuminated
Post from the past 12. I daydream with eyes open, seeing the future before me with a handful of memories from the past. Dim the light for tonight, because I have invited the moon and stars through my window, they are loyal to the very end of each night hearing my lament in their presence. I count the days, but time keeps slipping through my fingers like sand in an hourglass. Dim the light for tonight, so the moonlight could seep through the curtains and sing me a lullaby, a song so familiar that my heart falls at ease. For each season, a new hope is born. Just like when…
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There’s No Separation.
Post from the past 11. After the ending of my search for romance, I feel a sudden need to embrace the world of illusion. I fold out my arms and embrace our separation and feel you are closer to me than you have ever been. I realized I could live with a smile even if I’m alone. If my world seems to crumble and fall apart, it’s because it was made out of false substance, but the separateness for once felt more like a kaleidoscope full of colors and images. I’m standing at the end of the bridge and behind me is a sun that shines so ever bright that…
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Words of Unconditional Love.
The 32nd letter to you. Unconditional love can change a person, and you will always have to open your heart wider and let your beloved come inside, but you are not submissive because you are strong, you can say no when you feel it’s not right. You are brave enough to say what you mean because you are sure of yourself, you know what you want and need. Everyone is afraid to open themselves up, mostly when life has been difficult with heartbreaks and setbacks, especially when you have been through a lot of pain and struggles. No one comes empty-handed, but they are just not sure if it’s safe…
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Shine Bright As You Intend.
The 31st letter to you. If someone asks you to dim your light, and you wonder why? Then maybe it’s just a test on how you feel about being controlled by someone else, or perhaps your light will shine even brighter when you have adjusted it a bit while letting your higher-self shine through with you. If you are in joy and find happiness in what you do, by being who you are, then don’t let anyone ask you to put the brakes on and halt your progress. If you feel that there’s nothing wrong with who you are and what you are inspired to do, that you are immersed…
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Be In The Place of Non-judgment.
The 30th letter to you. After being through so much hard work to release tension and negative emotions I have realized that we all have a lot of potentials to make ourselves happy and affect people with our happiness. If someone still feels to be in that negative place, then let them be. We are not here to heal anyone but ourselves, only when we are healed we can share our love with others without restriction and limit. Everyone is waking up at a pace they feel comfortable with. I don’t think we need to hurry them, a flower bloom at the time it’s meant to bloom with a bit…
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Because We Are Love.
The 29th letter to you. When it begins to hurt, you have to question yourself why you even let it happen, and it’s never too late to walk away from a situation which doesn’t serve you anymore. When it hurts, it’s time to reflect and own your feelings instead of blaming it on someone else. Your feelings are yours, no one has put it there, but it was brought forth because of your interaction with them. Being spiritual doesn’t mean you are free from problems, being spiritual means you now have the awareness to solve them and acknowledge that they are there. There is nothing fancy about being spiritual because…
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Letting Go.
Post from the past 10. The moment I walked away I couldn’t stop my tears from falling. It was the hardest thing I have ever done to someone I love. But I realize if I don’t let go, I might fake happiness, and I was never good at pretending, not when I feel the intensity of my emotion. The moment I say goodbye I died a little inside and all that was left was ache and pain. I don’t know if it was my stubbornness or a foolish attempt to hold on, but whatever reason it was, it was never to hurt someone that means the world to me. Letting…
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Falling In Love.
The 18th love letter to my, Twin Ray. You are like the night covered with stars, mysterious and enchanting; I am in awe of your magic at how you make stars shine and twinkling so bright in the dark. You are a girl with few words, and in the midst of your presence, I can hear you talk even if you keep your silence. You are the morning glory of the sun with rays that beams through my curtains. You shine so brightly with your dimpled smile, and because of it, a jolt of remembrance makes me blushed crimson with embarrassment. I remember I have shown you my silliness and…
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Her Presence.
Post of the past 9. I adore her. I don’t know if she knows that I see her with admiration. I love the way she presents herself. She is quite young but wise for her age. There is something about her that I can’t tell. She’s a rebel and unique without being over the top. Oh, don’t take me wrong, she dresses very well, you would be stunned by her looks. It’s how she carries herself that you will not but gasp for air. I love the way she walks and talks. She seems like she is never in a hurry, she moves with such grace and style. Inside the…
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Goodbye Addiction.
Post from the past 8. I have fallen like an angel who broke her wings, wings made of raw bones etched into my soul which entrapped the body inside the heart with a promise of free will once ridden of toxic. Hands shake and mouth shivers with lungs as black as night, craving another cigarette. I can’t lit you up tonight baby, because life is haunting me, threatening me with death if I once again inhale chemicals and toxic like I do with oxygen. I held onto you and watched you crumble between my fingers. I destroyed you as vengeance because you cheat me of those precious moments of my…
"Perhaps the butterfly is proof that you can go through a great deal of darkness and still become something beautiful."
