Belonging.
My 6th letter to you.
Where does the soul belong in this place called earth, or where do I belong? The soul as free as an eagle belongs to the source of light, and the human form belongs where it feels most at home, but even so, there’s probably nowhere else but to feel at home in the heart. Any place on this beautiful orb called earth is home as long as the heart is safe to express its truth without being attacked by society. A personality is restricted if it needs to belong to a certain group of people or organization. Therefore I feel I don’t belong to any certain group of people or organization, but move as free as the soul and share the love I have within my heart.
I have tested out most things in my life, and the observation that I made about the division of us and them is too great, like oil and water it seemed like it wouldn’t blend into harmony, but even so, it’s not imperfect. Instead of judging and wishing to blend them together for the sake of oneness, I respect that oil and water can co-exist. Like all beliefs that each one of us has in our heart, I will respect and honor them, we can all love what we believe in, and even if our beliefs got shaken, we wouldn’t be angry to attack someone who might have triggered or provoked the belief we believe in. How can we attack someone else’s belief and even attack someone who speaks from their truth, just because we got triggered by what they said? All past life experiences either bad or good are counted in the present moment, and I know that if I am triggered means I still have a certain length to go to heal what’s in me that felt the provocation. Although the present moment that I live in has no pain of the past means my mind has completely let go of what happened before, I still need to master between doing and being. And I feel most at home in the peace of my heart and mind, and when I let go of all earthly wishes of wanting to belong somewhere, I feel like a soaring eagle flying in the blue sky with so much freedom.
Wherever you feel most at home, I hope you feel you belong in this wonderful place of Mother Gaia, too, and the peace of mind is attained. Through love all is possible.
With all my love to you,
Amara T. Lam
