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Speak Your Mind.
The 35th letter to you. It’s time to speak up your mind and be the leader of your life. You can contribute to the world by being true to yourself and not back down for anything less than unconditional love. I do understand that you might fear not to tell the truth or face the truth and see it for what it is. As we are going through a process to evolve and develop our abilities, we may find it hard to stand up and speak our mind, and it’s ok, but know that you will be guided by your soul to be more authentic and true to yourself. Our…
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Tears & An Unknown Future
Post from the past 14. Tears stained my heart and cleansed my soul. I can’t hold onto something that wasn’t meant for me. By holding to tight I hurt myself, I love so hard with all my wants and needs, but in the end, my wants and needs strangle me and I become taciturn. I bend to the wind and breathe through the frost. The one I love doesn’t love me. The curse of being alone hadn’t yet broken or lifted. It bound me in a loop where I chase for gold at the end of the rainbow. Wherefore am I like this? I hope, but it was only wishful…
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The Understanding of Our Lives
The 34th letter to you. Do you understand that when darkness falls upon the world, I weigh the pros and cons of keeping myself going? Keeping on living in a world where people only see in black and white. Do you understand my worries and fears of being held in bondage within bars where I have the key to the prison of my mind, but don’t know how to use it? Do you understand I don’t want to be intoxicated with vodka and whiskey because I am fearful of losing control of my consciousness? Do you understand that I breathe just because it’s something my heart yearns for, and not…
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For The One I Love.
The 19th love letter to my, Twin Ray. With the wings of Pegasus, I delivered the treasure within my Heart to you. The intention was to bring it with me once we meet so that I can lay it in your hands with an assurance of safety, but my patience ran out, and my pride took over. Don’t misunderstand me when I said my patience ran out. Even how much I would stand before you and tell you what lies in there, I feel the timing of my presence isn’t ripe. Besides, I do loathe the thought that “time” stall me from bringing news of love and light. Pride as…
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Through The Darkness.
Post from the past 13. From time to time, you will walk through the darkness. Stumble blindly to find your way to sanity. If you are spiritual like me, you would know that we are all one, but we can’t be one until we understand ourselves and our individuality. The blend with everything in this world is a feeling higher than ecstasy. The floating of your body and the peace you obtain within your mind is spectacular. You won’t find such feelings in any drugs, because it doesn’t empty you or drain your energy. I could remember the day I stop the mind chattering thoughts in my head and feel…
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Traveling Through The Night.
The 33rd letter to you. The mornings are to those busy bee leaving for work, while the nights are for those who are like owls sitting on the branch observing the world. There’s nothing wrong with the morning when the sunrise is coming above the horizon, it just that for the thinkers they daydream while “asleep” with bloodshot eyes; they fondly love the silence of the night too much to go to sleep early. I am one of those who occasionally have insomnia and couldn’t go to bed with a chaotic mind; full of thoughts and ideas and even if I sleep early my Muse will pull me up at…
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Illuminated
Post from the past 12. I daydream with eyes open, seeing the future before me with a handful of memories from the past. Dim the light for tonight, because I have invited the moon and stars through my window, they are loyal to the very end of each night hearing my lament in their presence. I count the days, but time keeps slipping through my fingers like sand in an hourglass. Dim the light for tonight, so the moonlight could seep through the curtains and sing me a lullaby, a song so familiar that my heart falls at ease. For each season, a new hope is born. Just like when…
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There’s No Separation.
Post from the past 11. After the ending of my search for romance, I feel a sudden need to embrace the world of illusion. I fold out my arms and embrace our separation and feel you are closer to me than you have ever been. I realized I could live with a smile even if I’m alone. If my world seems to crumble and fall apart, it’s because it was made out of false substance, but the separateness for once felt more like a kaleidoscope full of colors and images. I’m standing at the end of the bridge and behind me is a sun that shines so ever bright that…
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Words of Unconditional Love.
The 32nd letter to you. Unconditional love can change a person, and you will always have to open your heart wider and let your beloved come inside, but you are not submissive because you are strong, you can say no when you feel it’s not right. You are brave enough to say what you mean because you are sure of yourself, you know what you want and need. Everyone is afraid to open themselves up, mostly when life has been difficult with heartbreaks and setbacks, especially when you have been through a lot of pain and struggles. No one comes empty-handed, but they are just not sure if it’s safe…
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Shine Bright As You Intend.
The 31st letter to you. If someone asks you to dim your light, and you wonder why? Then maybe it’s just a test on how you feel about being controlled by someone else, or perhaps your light will shine even brighter when you have adjusted it a bit while letting your higher-self shine through with you. If you are in joy and find happiness in what you do, by being who you are, then don’t let anyone ask you to put the brakes on and halt your progress. If you feel that there’s nothing wrong with who you are and what you are inspired to do, that you are immersed…
"Perhaps the butterfly is proof that you can go through a great deal of darkness and still become something beautiful."
