You are me, and I am you.

My 10th love letter to my Twin Ray.

Beloved, Twin Ray
The ever-changing tide where waves crash to the shore makes me think of how time does change everything in this world. Time does not wait for anyone, like a ripple effect touching everyone’s life. We can neither go back to the past nor live in the future. Everything exists right now and here, as I have experienced life to be. Moments pass in the blink of an eye, yet I witness the changes within the seasons. Spring approaches where the bud is blooming, and the spring warmth caresses my cheeks. The budding of love is growing exceptionally. A soft and fussy texture inside me makes me feel like you wrap me in your light.

Yes, time changes everything, but I am confident that one thing we have will never change; the love I feel within, the love that I am, that you are, will never change. You soothe me whenever my fear arises, and I get anxious every time I need to accept a change outside of my reality. Falling in love or having heartache has nothing to do with anyone else but everything about the self. The self that dreams of dreams and makes sorrow seems natural and then disappears when in love. It creates such an illusion about someone else, other than itself, to stay alive. It thoughts that someone else is the cause of all these feelings, either in love or having a heartbreak, but frankly, nobody else is the cause of whatever it feels, or may I say, whatever I think? No, I have always been loved, for that is what I know for sure is true. Whatever else is just miasm created by the mind. It’s a parade of thoughts that I have observed in my daily life since I found you living within my soul. Whatever time can change, it will never be able to change the one thing that courses through the universe; the eternal force of unconditional love, the only reality that seems like a dream for anyone who hasn’t yet understood what unconditional love is. Everyone overlooks what is so evidently under their nose if they can recognize themselves as their twin ray, the unconditional love they so desire to experience and feel. You are my twin ray, and I am yours, and I found you not in someone else; another person separates from me, but in me, as I am in you. We are each other’s unconditional love, then where else should I look? Nowhere else, and yet, I see you in everyone and everything.

With much love,
Amara T. Lam