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Illuminated
Post from the past 12. I daydream with eyes open, seeing the future before me with a handful of memories from the past. Dim the light for tonight, because I have invited the moon and stars through my window, they are loyal to the very end of each night hearing my lament in their presence. I count the days, but time keeps slipping through my fingers like sand in an hourglass. Dim the light for tonight, so the moonlight could seep through the curtains and sing me a lullaby, a song so familiar that my heart falls at ease. For each season, a new hope is born. Just like when…
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There’s No Separation.
Post from the past 11. After the ending of my search for romance, I feel a sudden need to embrace the world of illusion. I fold out my arms and embrace our separation and feel you are closer to me than you have ever been. I realized I could live with a smile even if I’m alone. If my world seems to crumble and fall apart, it’s because it was made out of false substance, but the separateness for once felt more like a kaleidoscope full of colors and images. I’m standing at the end of the bridge and behind me is a sun that shines so ever bright that…
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Words of Unconditional Love.
The 32nd letter to you. Unconditional love can change a person, and you will always have to open your heart wider and let your beloved come inside, but you are not submissive because you are strong, you can say no when you feel it’s not right. You are brave enough to say what you mean because you are sure of yourself, you know what you want and need. Everyone is afraid to open themselves up, mostly when life has been difficult with heartbreaks and setbacks, especially when you have been through a lot of pain and struggles. No one comes empty-handed, but they are just not sure if it’s safe…
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Shine Bright As You Intend.
The 31st letter to you. If someone asks you to dim your light, and you wonder why? Then maybe it’s just a test on how you feel about being controlled by someone else, or perhaps your light will shine even brighter when you have adjusted it a bit while letting your higher-self shine through with you. If you are in joy and find happiness in what you do, by being who you are, then don’t let anyone ask you to put the brakes on and halt your progress. If you feel that there’s nothing wrong with who you are and what you are inspired to do, that you are immersed…
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Be In The Place of Non-judgment.
The 30th letter to you. After being through so much hard work to release tension and negative emotions I have realized that we all have a lot of potentials to make ourselves happy and affect people with our happiness. If someone still feels to be in that negative place, then let them be. We are not here to heal anyone but ourselves, only when we are healed we can share our love with others without restriction and limit. Everyone is waking up at a pace they feel comfortable with. I don’t think we need to hurry them, a flower bloom at the time it’s meant to bloom with a bit…
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Because We Are Love.
The 29th letter to you. When it begins to hurt, you have to question yourself why you even let it happen, and it’s never too late to walk away from a situation which doesn’t serve you anymore. When it hurts, it’s time to reflect and own your feelings instead of blaming it on someone else. Your feelings are yours, no one has put it there, but it was brought forth because of your interaction with them. Being spiritual doesn’t mean you are free from problems, being spiritual means you now have the awareness to solve them and acknowledge that they are there. There is nothing fancy about being spiritual because…
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Letting Go.
Post from the past 10. The moment I walked away I couldn’t stop my tears from falling. It was the hardest thing I have ever done to someone I love. But I realize if I don’t let go, I might fake happiness, and I was never good at pretending, not when I feel the intensity of my emotion. The moment I say goodbye I died a little inside and all that was left was ache and pain. I don’t know if it was my stubbornness or a foolish attempt to hold on, but whatever reason it was, it was never to hurt someone that means the world to me. Letting…
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Goodbye Addiction.
Post from the past 8. I have fallen like an angel who broke her wings, wings made of raw bones etched into my soul which entrapped the body inside the heart with a promise of free will once ridden of toxic. Hands shake and mouth shivers with lungs as black as night, craving another cigarette. I can’t lit you up tonight baby, because life is haunting me, threatening me with death if I once again inhale chemicals and toxic like I do with oxygen. I held onto you and watched you crumble between my fingers. I destroyed you as vengeance because you cheat me of those precious moments of my…
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Rest And Reset.
The 28th letter to you. The moment I open my eyes to the dawn of light I have figured out that I am not here to fit in. It’s strange that I feel more normal than ordinary people do. Within me, I hold a sacred knowledge of how to be a peaceful and loving being. I am a sage which no one knows of, and it’s probably for the best that no one seeks me out, because I am weary at the moment. My bones are cold, and my veins bubbled with exhaustion. I am tired of the transmuting. That’s what I do, but people don’t know that. I am…
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The Warmth of Someone Who Can Cherish Her.
The 27th letter to you. She doesn´t have to tell me her stories to let me know what she has been through; we are not different from one another; she has feelings, and I have that too. I love to spend my time in her presence. I used to tell her how rare the moments are once we´re alone together with no interruption from the outside world. It´s a privilege and should be enjoyed by the most. When she is off guard, I would steal a glance and lock myself into her gaze, and I could see what is hidden there behind those mysterious eyes. Shhs, don´t tell her! She…
"Perhaps the butterfly is proof that you can go through a great deal of darkness and still become something beautiful."
