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I Am Pleased.
The 20th love letter to my, Twin Ray. For each passing day, I am still in love, for each passing day I am still breathing. I mourn for our goodbye, and I wait for our hello with a future I can’t behold. Without you who am I then? Without you, I am nothing but pain and aches. You have a life without me, and I am living a life without you. I mourn in sorrow because my longing has stormed into my moments of life. Yes, every moment I live, I remember you with hope and dreams of a future where our heart will beat as one again. But would…
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Forever In Love.
With the longing in my heart,I cried. With the love, I have for you,I smiled. With every heartbeat,I sang. How can I love you better?I contemplated. With all that I am,I choose not to lie. With you in my thought,I created. And with every breath,I discovered the truth of being in love. To love you better was to stay in love,Forever.
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Tears & An Unknown Future
Post from the past 14. Tears stained my heart and cleansed my soul. I can’t hold onto something that wasn’t meant for me. By holding to tight I hurt myself, I love so hard with all my wants and needs, but in the end, my wants and needs strangle me and I become taciturn. I bend to the wind and breathe through the frost. The one I love doesn’t love me. The curse of being alone hadn’t yet broken or lifted. It bound me in a loop where I chase for gold at the end of the rainbow. Wherefore am I like this? I hope, but it was only wishful…
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For The One I Love.
The 19th love letter to my, Twin Ray. With the wings of Pegasus, I delivered the treasure within my Heart to you. The intention was to bring it with me once we meet so that I can lay it in your hands with an assurance of safety, but my patience ran out, and my pride took over. Don’t misunderstand me when I said my patience ran out. Even how much I would stand before you and tell you what lies in there, I feel the timing of my presence isn’t ripe. Besides, I do loathe the thought that “time” stall me from bringing news of love and light. Pride as…
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Words of Unconditional Love.
The 32nd letter to you. Unconditional love can change a person, and you will always have to open your heart wider and let your beloved come inside, but you are not submissive because you are strong, you can say no when you feel it’s not right. You are brave enough to say what you mean because you are sure of yourself, you know what you want and need. Everyone is afraid to open themselves up, mostly when life has been difficult with heartbreaks and setbacks, especially when you have been through a lot of pain and struggles. No one comes empty-handed, but they are just not sure if it’s safe…
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Falling In Love.
The 18th love letter to my, Twin Ray. You are like the night covered with stars, mysterious and enchanting; I am in awe of your magic at how you make stars shine and twinkling so bright in the dark. You are a girl with few words, and in the midst of your presence, I can hear you talk even if you keep your silence. You are the morning glory of the sun with rays that beams through my curtains. You shine so brightly with your dimpled smile, and because of it, a jolt of remembrance makes me blushed crimson with embarrassment. I remember I have shown you my silliness and…
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Her Presence.
Post of the past 9. I adore her. I don’t know if she knows that I see her with admiration. I love the way she presents herself. She is quite young but wise for her age. There is something about her that I can’t tell. She’s a rebel and unique without being over the top. Oh, don’t take me wrong, she dresses very well, you would be stunned by her looks. It’s how she carries herself that you will not but gasp for air. I love the way she walks and talks. She seems like she is never in a hurry, she moves with such grace and style. Inside the…
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The Butterfly Effect Of The Little Seraph
The 17th love letter to my, Twin Ray. When we are standing on each corner of our world, gazing up at the same night sky, I hope you are weaving a brand new reality for yourself in your dream state and with a desire to take a leap of faith. And to once and for all drop the small petty voice inside your mind. The voice which tells you how weak you are and that you are not worthy of the love I am giving you. That such things as peace and love don’t exist on planet Earth, then remember that I, your sacred divine feminine counterpart is willing to…
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The Longing of The Seraphim.
The 16th love letter to my, Twin Ray. I am not stranded on an Island without a single soul in sight, and of course, that would not be the purpose of me being here. So even though I am living in my own reality, I still have a feeling of longing. It’s nothing to fear because it’s just my soul silently longing to be touch by your unique embrace and unique way of love. You are the one whom I want to share that romantic fluffy-up-on-the-cloud love with. I am longing for you. But what can I do? I can’t deny this feeling, let alone lie to myself, and still,…
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Your Shine.
The 15th love letter to my, Twin Ray. Your beauty is exquisite, like a painting which I don’t get tired of looking. With you I am never bored, there are so much in your mind I want to explore, and I marvel at how you can wake up to another morning and make the world better for your loved ones. The nearest way to touch you now is through my words, and the closest way for you to see me is through these sentences. Look closely, I have changed, and it was all because of you. You turned my world upside down, and fortunately, all these changes have made me…
"Perhaps the butterfly is proof that you can go through a great deal of darkness and still become something beautiful."
